water i just like almost cried but nothing came out and my eyes just burned omg if i cant cry anymore im going to try and cry because i cant cry anymore omg im probably weakening my body wth maybe i was about to cry but i ddint okay maybe its that okay im fine i can still cry i think i hope idk i need something to trigger it again; it doesnt help though if i get something to trigger it and then i try and force myself to start to cry more. that just makes it not happen i hate anxiety so much bro i wish i never came in there when my mom was watching this documentary about this girl who had a disease where she couldnt cry anymore idk maybe im also dehydrated im not sure idk maybe a sad song will trigger it idkkkk bro i want to know im okay DANG IT I ALMOST CRIED AGAIN I WAS SO CLOSE I FELT MY NOSE ABOUT TO WATER I THINK??? okay uhm im getting somewhere i felt a little bit of water but not like a whoole droplet sorry ognofeijsklfnd kjfj
