Everybody thinks I'm weird and they Injure me for no reason and laugh. People always ignore me and they never sit with me at lunch. In partner projects, nobody wants to be my partner and they make groups of 3 instead of going with me. Whenever I walk by the "cool people" they whisper and point at me. At this point, my friends at school have all turned their back on me. They are ignoring me for no reason and acting like I don't exist. I have tried counselors but nothing ever works. I always lose in video games and people call me "morons" even though I didn't do anything wrong. People call me the "weird kid" and they scribble out my face in their yearbooks. People on scratch also make me feel this way. For example, there is this squirrel guy who told me my art was cringe. My mom also is incredibly rude to me and forces me to do lots of things. I usually hold in my tears but whenever I do end up crying, people call me "ugly". Nothing ever helps. I don't know what to do. I have tried everything. There's no point in this anymore. School is horrible and I'm never going to have any friends except my online friends. All my real life "friends" turned out to be backstabbing jerks that don't care about anything I do. I'm sorry. I can't hold it in anymore. I don't know what to do. I wish I could kill every single fake friend I have ever had. They were the worst. Nobody likes me and nobody ever will like me except online friends. And I DONT care about anyone but my actual friends. Nobody. Ever. Listens. I can't wear a fake smile anymore.
I wish that squirrel person would understand what I'm going through.
