og share date: 23/11/24 TW: Mentions de@th and sensitive topics surrounding Samantha It was the 17th of December, 2023, that you left us. Though it has been several months since then, I still hold you close in my heart. I missed the moments we shared together before you left The times when you sat with me, and purred, The times when you played with the lazer, and you scared Dad as you ran past Those moments when you would stare out from under the parent's bed, ready to pounce on that toy that was in front of you Your little pink collar, and Dad always calling you his princess. When you said hello to the dog for the first time When you walked up your little ramp, and sat on the edge of the couch with us, our first family movie... with everyone. When I was young, and ran through the halls with you When you... met me I miss those moments, and though i don't remember all of them, those were special moments, and memories i will never forget. And... those moments i spent, crying, because i knew you didn't have much longer. That... pain, at the end, i will never forget. That sleepless night, the 16th, was... one of the worst of my life. I never truly got to say goodbye, and i never truly got to make it up to you. I'm sorry, Sam, and i hope you're in a better, painless place now. Your life was... difficult, to say the least, but i hope you spent your last... weeks... in peace. I know that... the end was harsh... I prayed so hard that it would stop... but it wouldnt. I wonder if it was their fault, that it happened, or, the universe was just... against you. I never truly figured out why they did that... I just hope they met the consequences of their actions. That was... hard, wasn't it? And such... unfortunate timing. My last wish was for you to live... one more Christmas... but it never happened. I still see you, from time to time. Padding through the hallways, your pawsteps soft. Your purr echoes through the hall. I wish i could see you... truly, again, not just a flash. There's a present for you, it's waiting under the tree. I hope you like it, I'll help you use it every night. I promise. There's a note for you, too. I'll read it to you. I suppose thats all... i can say. Good-bye, and fly high, my sweet angel.
