Merry Christmas to me: • A friend who isn't really a friend at all • My cat is slowly dying and having cancer, a heart murmur and kidney problems • Losing my boyfriend over a rumor • Trauma • I swear I have depression • Haven't been eating or drinking or sleeping MERRY FRICKIN CHRISTMAS. IT REALLY HURTS WHEN YOU DON'T GET INVITED TO SOMETHING </3 IT REALLY HURTS WHEN YOU DON'T FEEL NEEDED ANYMORE BY SOMEONE YOU LOVE AND NOT BEING ABLE TO PROCESS FEELINGS CORRECTLY. PLEASE CONTACT ME ON THE DAILY. I LOVE YOU GUYS, SEEING YOUR HIS AND HRUS ON MY PROFILE. BUT I CAN'T KEEP DOING THIS IF I FEEL LIKE NO ONE CARES ANYMORE </3