h3nce, lyrics by genius I get it, I get it I swear I ////ing get it Cold night in my new apartment Switched up to the second floor She calls me by my first name (I call her stupid what!) And I feel paranoid, paralyzed and ////ed up Stopped the ////, so I'm running out of luck, huh Girl you shoot between my eyes Now my shoelaces untied You keep calling when you're ////ed I keep calling when I cry (Go!) Ninth of the month when she told me It's time to let go Can't smile if I keep on falling Down, down, down, down, down Ninth of the month when she told me It's time to let go Can't smile if I keep on falling Down, down, down, down, down Okay, okay, I check out my bnb Okay, okay, Airpods lost, can't find my peace Look at me struggle and win, both at the same time She keep on shooting that //// (Girl need some daylight) Chrome hearts on my neck, but that //// so fake Lost my lighter, it's a mess, it's a goddamn game I keep running, miss the bus, couldn't catch the train Gotta walk, cannot stop, everyday the same (////!) Ninth of the month when she told me It's time to let go Can't smile if I keep on falling Down, down, down, down, down Ninth of the month when she told me It's time to let go Can't smile if I keep on falling Down, down, down, down, down
rant ig sorry when i get into high school next year, i want people to see me as the short, 14-15-year-old, quiet freshman boy just trying to make it to his senior year. not the quiet girl in class who everyone calls a lesbian and a furry just because im different. i want to be treated like a human, not some alien from another planet. people can be so cruel with the words they use on others; it hurts a lot. im just a young, anxious teenager who has no idea what he wants to be when he grows up, and if he's even going to make it into college. people like me deserve to be treated with acceptance, they deserve to feel loved. not to be treated like they don't belong in any environment just because they don't fit in with society's social norms. im just so tired of people at this point.
