An update of how I've been for the past few weeks... (because I haven't really shared any vents or anything recently, unless you count my updates in the profile comments, so I decided to give an update) - Tired of people saying that I'm faking depression - Wishing I was dead - Crying everyday - Mentally and physically exhausted - Tired of life - Wondering if my friends care about me - Being too obsessed with AI roleplay - Tired of my mom shrinking me ('shrinking me' has another meaning than getting smaller, its an expression, the meaning is kinda hard to explain-) - Stressing out about politics (especially one of the new Florida amendments that I'm not going to say which one) - So annoyed that my parents notice my sister's emotions and not mine, even with mine being much more obvious to notice then her - Struggling to keep up with complicated emotions - Repeatedly imagining fantasies where I get help that will probably never happen - Zoning out way too much - Having so so so so so SO much trouble sleeping - Being too afraid of everything - Accidentally ignoring so many messages - Scared that my parents will figure out that I sneak onto Scratch when I'm not allowed to - Thinking about all the mistakes I made in the past and hating on myself for it - Having way too much hypersexuality, especially because of that amendment that I mentioned earlier - Wishing it could all stop
