So basically. I have ADHD and autism. which makes me suddenly make noises. people bully me for it. people call me 'sped' and more. no matter how many times I want to stop I can't. And now I just lost 2 friends over it. I also said I would change. but I just did it over again. I know I messed up and I just want to rewind time. And melindanjos drama doesn't help.