see my last vent for more context I'm losing motivation to come online to check messages... I'm feeling worse... I have to see Patrick every day, and it hurts...
I thought he liked me... But he was just being friendly... Why can't I tell the difference between friendly banter and f|!rt!ng, am I really that $t^p!d? I just want to be |0^3d by a guy, is that too much to ask?
