mk, guys I know I usually type in grammar and capitalization and stuff but I'm really ready to quit, so autocorrect help me lol- basically I'm going on hiatus for my mental health. don't get me wrong, I love scratch. the community has been more supportive and kind to me than people irl, which really isn't saying a lot, but still. I feel like I have soo much stuff I need to get done, and it's overwhelming. I never have time to do what I REALLY want to do. I don't just want to make art and designs. I want to make stories and music that everyone can enjoy. I want my music to make people happy and I want my stories to have lgbtqia+ characters and a really good plot, but I cant work on that without time. I also never did anything for myself, so this break might be good for me. also, I might leave scratch, or at least move accounts. don't worry, if I do, i'll stay long enough to finish all my pays. if I move, check @Izumi_stars. i'll still be semi-active for a while to check my messages and finish up some DTAEs. depression is bad and motivation is at an all time low. I don't see my friends enough and I'm scared to come out to my family. will anyone miss me if I leave? I'm not sure, and the thought that no one would care makes me feel bad. like I'm not doing enough. ...I just really, really want a hug. but from one specific person. and I cant give him a hug. because I'm aparrently not allowed to hang out with guy friends unless there's a girl there. and the only girl friends I can hang out with aren't allowed to hang out with guys ever. bahahaha what do my parents think I'm going to do?? tho to be fair, they don't know I'm Ace. and probably panromantic. and I think I'm genderfluid. idk. pretty sure I'm genderfluid.
if there's updates, it'll be o @Izumi_stars crappy art by me, ig
