man what is wrong with me why do i keep thinking all this cool stuff on scratch is impossible for me to do and then i watch all my friends do the same thing effortlessly pea animated something that would've taken me hours to build up the motivation for as a simple thing for his birthday why can't i do that why can't i put the time and motivation into making impossible tasks like that seem like tuesday construction of the HE2024 lobby hasn't even started because I can't build up the motivation to do it so how can they do this like it's some sort of cakewalk?
