try to guess what this song is about. Y'all this is the first song I actually am gonna find a way to sing and make an instrumental I'll update it whenever I can get the full song together. Hope you enjoy!(hope I can sing this song when I become a singer when I'm older:3) its no fun when I make friends who I thought would stay forever but they change in ways that don't make them any better they were nice for a period of time but they switch up all the sudden they find somebody different its no fun I found my people but then all over they have to go their ways and how I held up through all this shxtz but I always have to act like I feel no pain I was the therapist of my group but when I talk about my problems I overshare and I promise I wont do it again I just want them to stay with me 150% its the same cycle again more "we'll be best friends forever" then the next few months it all ends then you start again I hate doing this each year I think maybe it'll last for 4 years but I think I was wrong I put it up for so long I can see everyone shift too another person well good for you you can forget what I did you can forget I'll always be there for you I see everybody change what happened to the extrovert who always typed in caps and now their just blue i'd wish I didn't lie about how I felt but I didn't wanna risk it all sometimes people are toxic without realizing but I cant even talk cause I manipulated them too overtime I change and I did but its never enough cause the people I love they all think I suck 150% its the same cycle again more "we'll be best friends forever" then the next few months it all ends then you start again I hate doing this each year I think maybe it'll last for 4 years but I think I was wrong I put it up for so long I can see everyone shift too another person well good for you you can forget what I did you can forget I'll always be there for you you can forget me you can forget what I did for you and as the cycle repeats you'll see what i've been through you can forget me you can forget what I did for you and as the cycle repeats you'll see the person who really cared about you that was me