[I swear, people forget so many qualities about me that every once in a while one of them rises up and screams.] [Congratulations, you have successfully pushed Kykii to their breaking point. Something terrible is going to emerge out of this, good luck reading all of their rants! /nbh [this was not directed to anyone in particular]] today we had to fill out a counselor survey. unfortunately it wasn't directed to the people's mental health and only wanted to improve. actually there WAS a survey for that stuff last quarter in people's emails but I haven't filled that out i probably should've filled that out but i didn't and it's probably y too late why must I do this I still feel like some schools still treat counseling a little childishly. That sadly doesn't work on me and only makes me want to avoid it, but since lots of counselor's offices are filled with lots of soft and stimulation-friendly items and is supposed to be considered a "safe space" it might work on other people adfjxj;saeijlad this month has been FILLED to the BRIM with mental health stuff is it a sign [ . . . ] I should stop being angry It's not good for my health because it makes me age more, makes me more stressed, and i'm more likely to die earlier [which I don't want, life is to be cherished] But how do I stop being angry when the purpose of life is not to be happy, but to live it? You can't truly live a life if you're endlessly happy. If there's only happiness, are you truly happy? No. But that doesn't help my argument - Why should I stop being angry? Am I too obsessed with the small, insignificant things? Are people idiots? Should I just let loose and then go to jail over talking? ...Maybe I should cut down on it, but people have pushed me to where I say "That's it." so I'm going to make the most of this breaking point, even if it puts a bad reputation on me. Congratulations. How do you feel?
