I miss him more than anything in this world. He was the only thing keeping me happy at nights, now itz as lonely as it gets tbh. Not even lying i hate the feeling, i'm absolutely sad and devastated and i mourn his death. But today we celebrate his 14th birthday. Lol yea his older then me in dog, and human years. I like to think i have more than just his ashes but that i also have his spirit sleeping with me at nights, that's how i don't cry . This day i will do my best to acknowledge and not disappoint my one and only bingo.