i hate myself for hurting dream all because i can’t control my emotions i just…ugh i don’t know why i am like this anymore when everyone begins to be happy i mess it up somehow or someway…and i constantly blame myself for it and i was never really the type to tell others how i feel or nothing really and i feel like i don’t belong here anymore or deserve good friends..i just-ugh…i can’t even think straight my Hallucinations are getting worse i am scared everyone will just abandoned me for all the problems i caused alone i just can’t take it i don’t even belong here…nor deserve you all i hope you understand this… xoxo branham
