(Trigger Warning) Lately, I have not been feeling…….like myself. I-I’ve been feeling…out of place. I’m stressed, anxious, and confused. It may just be puberty, but I don’t know. I’ve been questioning my own identity. I-I’m not sure who I even am. I’ve been feeling more self destructive lately. My anxiety is going crazy. I want it to all end. I’ve been feeling like I hate myself. I’ve been feeling like I don’t want to even exist anymore. I’ve been feeling pressured into being someone who I’m not. By people around me. I want to say how I feel, but I can’t. they wont understand. Okay, let me just say something that my stupid self should’ve said before. I’m what’s considered a femboy. And no, I don’t mean the lewd type. I’m just a boy who is feminine. But people around me won’t understand that. And I don’t blame them. They would think I’m weird and gross…..they may be right. I’ve been feeling…..Isolated. I’ve been feeling…..like I don’t belong anywhere. Like nobody likes me, and I don’t blame them if they did. I’m just a weird, girly, stupid boy who doesn’t deserve to exist. I’ve also been thinking I may be transgender. I-I don’t know if I am. I-I don’t know who I am anymore.
