i don’t really know much about the situation and i guess it isn’t my place to interfere, but i have a spot that makes me sympathize with people who are in emotional pain. i also don’t know you, like, AT ALL, but even to those who i don’t know i want to help them. you don’t have to read this if you don’t want to, i get it, i felt like responding anyway because of my inability to keep myself out of things that aren’t my business. anyway, this sounds really serious. i’ve had teachers i hate but nothing like this. and i would probably say something like “tell her this” or something, but confrontation is scary, and i don’t want to put you in more trouble than you already are. you could tell someone about steventheboi but, again, confrontation is scary. i remember when the afterschool supervisor in our school took a kid’s phone and read his messages. it was frightening to me, and i can tell that you feel really hurt about this situation. if you feel uncomfortable, its okay to talk to someone. if you need therapy or something like that, talk to your parents. although i guess thats kind of hard to say. usually i’d just write it out and give the note to someone i trust, thats how i got help when i was younger. medication can help, there’s a lot of people that care, and you aren’t alone. im not sure how to help you with feeling like a doormat, and all i know is that it sucks, but i just hope that this helps at least a little bit. good luck, i hope that you feel better about it soon.
