**Dear Muffins,** I wanted to take a moment to share something that’s been weighing heavily on my heart. I don’t often talk about my past, but I feel like it’s important for you all to understand me a bit more. My parents used to abuse me a lot. I’m not exactly sure how many years ago it stopped, but I remember those times vividly, and they’ve left a mark on me that’s hard to shake off. Even though I’m 17 now, those memories still haunt me, and they affect how I see the world and myself. Sometimes, it feels like I'm carrying the weight of my past everywhere I go. It’s made trusting others really difficult and has left me feeling unsure about my worth. I want to heal and move forward, but it’s not always easy. I appreciate each and every one of you for being there for me, even when I struggle to express what I'm going through. You’ve created a safe space in my life, and it means the world to me. Thank you for listening and for your understanding. With love, Rose
