toxic semi love song abt knowing they don't want u but u want them and u'll still try to get ur way:3 (instrumental will be added soon) you wish I were dead said I cannot love you that's why I don't love anymore now I dread thinking about u wait a second imma bang my head on this wall and its bleeding red you don't care bout what I said now I don't care what anyone says and its all over the place something I cant run away from without a challenge in my face 1,2,3,4,5,6,7 there's just so little on my plate I hope one day I will rot I really try to push away all of my damn thoughts but they just keep coming back and it really makes me mad its here forever in the back of my mind its so longing I hate to be reminded it has me blinded I hate to be reminded I get told by people you're just a jealous f--- and I hate to be reminded of all the stuff I've done just to get close to you and what we've been through hasn't been pretty wasn't sweet but I'm still driving past ur street you drive me so hard down the concrete its deadbeat, you made me think that I'm just a waste of your time wasn't your intentions but to me it was a crime so I tried to make it out of prison but there's always just a fine sometimes I find myself never being able to say it right and its all over the place something I cant run away from without a challenge in my face 1,2,3,4,5,6,7 there's just so little on my plate I hope one day I will rot I really try to push away all of my damn thoughts but they just keep coming back and it really makes me mad its here forever in the back of my mind its so longing I hate to be reminded it has me blinded I hate to be reminded 1,2,3,4,5,6,7 I cant even focus on a lesson the lesson that we learned today was bittersweet but then you looked at me the relationship is pestilential but I still wanna be in it I told you this is all a blessing to see what kinda life we'd live 1,2,3,4,5,6,7 there's just so little on my plate I hope one day I will rot I really try to push away all of my damn thoughts but they just keep coming back and it really makes me mad its here forever in the back of my mind its so longing I hate to be reminded it has me blinded I hate to be reminded I hate to be reminded I hate to be reminded
