i might nor be here for a while bc ive been going threw things and a few years of pain and emotions held in for to long and i need a break bc not even my own friends ask how i am i am most of the time there for some of my friends and they are not and my dog died a few months ago and ive been holding in to much for my age and i am under a lot even with some of the toxic friends and some that dont talk to me at all so i will not be on for a few month