Dear Vinny I’ve been feeling like everything that’s happening lately is all my fault, especially with everything Mike did to me and how things unfolded when I messaged you on my old account. I keep replaying it in my head, and it’s been hard to shake the thought that I made things worse, not just for myself but for you, too. I know I always try to help, but it feels like instead of making things better, I’m only ruining everyone’s mental health, including yours. I never wanted to hurt you or anyone, but it seems like I’m just making things harder by bringing my own pain into things. And that makes me feel worse, like I’m dragging you down when you deserve so much better. I’m sorry for anything I’ve done to add to the pain you might be feeling. I just care so much, and maybe that’s why I mess things up — because I don’t know how to handle my own hurt without spilling it onto those I love. Please know that I’m not trying to make excuses. I just want to be open and honest with you. I appreciate you so much, and I don’t want to hurt you more. Love, Rose
