Edit: sorry if I don’t respond to any comments on here!! I’m not ignoring I promise, I just am very low-energy ahah I do read and appreciate all comments!! Hey everybody! I just want to thank everyone for the continued support over the past 5 years, it's been wonderful and I love the little fandom we've created. <33 If you don't want to read my whole rant, you can just read the stuff in the notes and credits. It gets the point across too. However, I want to talk about some stuff. I'll get straight to the point; I don't think I'll be on this site much longer. Over the past 4 years or so, there's been a lot of stuff that's happened on this site, that has been pretty bad for my mental health. Which was not good while I was still actively working through my other problems in life. Scratch has ruined itself for me. I'm traumatized from it. Ever since I got unbanned back in 2023, I've been anxiety-ridden on a lot of things I post or comment on this site. I don't interact with drama on here anymore because it ACTUALLY tires me out. That's why I'm out of the loop on 9rainbowtails drama that happened some time back, why I'm not doing any of the Mossy protest stuff, stuff like that. (Plus the mossy protest is honestly pointless ST does not take user feedback and hates being called out) And some time back recently when people were trying to defend ST's actions, it actually triggered a genuine trauma response in me. There's so many people that don't know how BAD they actually are. Nobody sees and sometimes it makes me feel like a minority that people will hate if I express these feelings. It's conflicting. I want to talk about ST, so people can KNOW. but also, I want to keep access to my account. So, I am holding back for the time being. But anyway, what are my plans for the future? I think by the start of next year, I want to leave the site. Or at least leave it for the most part. I'll probably still look at a few comics, and talk with friends. As I get older, I'm expanding to other sites, my friends are getting accounts on other sites too. I am losing incentive and need to stay. So by 2025, hopefully, I'll be able to finally start leaving.
(Continued from above or you can skip above and just read this) I have many good memories of this site. I vividly remember the moment I discovered Tales of Perfectheart by @9rainbowtails back in 2020. That day changed my life. I met so many people I care for so so so much, I found my dream and passion, and just so many things that would've never happened if I didn't find ToPh. But it's not healthy for me to stay forever. I remember thinking like 3 years ago "imagine if i get to 5 years, that'd be so weird" Well 12-13 year old Flurry, we made it. And it's pretty crazy here. So, yea, I'm not leaving yet. But I want to try to leave at a later point. I'm not sure how I'll go about telling you guys how to find me when the time comes uhhhh I'm FlurryTheDragonFox on everything else and you can ask here to confirm it's me lol If I try to be more specific ST might snipe me so yea :skull: Love you guyssss <3
