I'm afraid to tell you that I have not been listening to my heart. I've been listening to the voice in my head, telling me to keep on going. I cant take it. I need to stop listening to the voice, it hurts. I cant keep on listening to the voice. It hurts, I cant listen to the voice anymore. I cant, I can no longer listen to it. I need to hold back. I need a break. This is serious. I need it for my mental health. I will still be kind of active, but I cant take making more projects, I've made projects everyday for almost 2 months now, and its draining my mental health. I cant hold on anymore. If I do make a project tomorrow, I feel better about myself. But I feel guilty for listening to that voice. I'm sorry.
ok update i felt like i hit a new low. i nearly lost it, i felt so drained. I could not take it. Im not taking a break. I did it. I controlled my feelings.
