[ST please don't take this down. i'm just addressing something that happened.] before you ask, i am not deserving of forgiveness (even despite what some bfdi wikians who know what i did say, such as pinkpiglynx), and i am a terrible person. please DO NOT harass anyone mentioned or me. anyways, onto the thingy what i did? i admitted to not feeding my pet fish properly. it started off on a day i don't remember most of, besides the incident. and before you ask, yes, i am feeding them again. it was a pretty bad time for me, and honestly, i deserved it all. i understand how this might all seem like sympathybait but i have changed. i don't plan on becoming active here again (unless i get blocked on the wiki or smth). i am guilty, i deserved all the criticism, i deserved all the shame. at the time i was so messed up i didn't even think about how bad it was until pointed out and i acted wayyy too casually about it. that was until i had the bright idea (/sarc) to post spoilers about tpot 12. after that, i moved to the bfdi wiki, which is a much better place for me (though it has more drama). i could finally escape everything and have a fresh start. i know running away from (confirmed) allegations was a terrible thing for me to do. and luckily for me, only two people irl even know what happened, and they seem as if they don't wish to share what happened. i might appear here more often, but i'm still sticking to the wiki. i wish you all a better life. - crystal
tldr; i deserved it all. i am guilty, yet i am such a coward running away from it all. and cocaly, if you're reading this, thank you.
