WARNING: implied depression. blue berry juice coming out of a cat. eating disorders. scars. (they look like pink lines) lilywhisker is struggling to accept herself. she thinks shes ugly. she wants her crush to love her. but she doesn't. she thinks its because of her looks. she hates herself. she feels like a burden, a waste of herbs and prey. the medince cat tells her shes not. but she doesn't believe him. after all its his job to take care of her. she hates her self and trys to punish herself. she wants to be pretty. she doesn't eat, or sleep. she isn't allowed out of camp. she has to be supervised at all times. she is foreced to eat. all she wanted was love. but she ended up driving others away because all she did was cry. but she thinks its about the way she looks too. she thinks her scars make her ugly. but she's the one who made them. will she ever feel happy again? btw I'm not posting this fanfic on scratch it is like 13+ ok edit its 16+ but me and my friend will post a toned down version some of the chariters are by my friend. they don't have a scratch acc oh and its also an AU hawkfrost is leader of windclan. also riverclan has a therapist nammed Baddiefur (or slaypelt) (my friend named her don't judge us)
Erin hunter for warrior cats DO NOT COMMENT ABOUT HOW ITS "lazy" I DONT DO COLORED PMVS.
