I'll never make true friends. And just when i thought ive finally got them, i realize i cant even maintain a friendship for a week. All my other friends were good but we all went to different schools ToT So im all alone for the first 2 weeks of year 7, then i go on camp, and meet somone who i thought was a real friend, but sometimes they are hard to talk to... or maybe its just me. Im not good at socialising and talking, and dont know what to say. Other people find it easy to talk to them, and they talk back! But its like they dont make as much of an effort to be my friends as i do to be their's. I dont feel like they know just how much effort i put in to being their friend,,, its a lot... i often go home crying or something cuz i feel like ill be alone, and lose my friends. When somone is talking about something interesteing, and i try to join in and socialize, they dont hear me, and keep talking about their topic I try to tell them why i cry at school and what to do aboutit, but nothing ever changes and it makes me feel like i want to give up. I want to say more but i dont know what to say and it will probably keep me crying onto my ipad screen... I'm sorry. I'm sorry if any of my friends saw this and got offended. I'm sorry if they dont agree. I tried to make it so it doesnt sound like im being selfish and not accepting help
Please read this if you are my friend and know me...
