|| VENT || I can't believe it. I can't believe I would do something so heartless. I sent a horrible text message to my EX-BOYFRIEND, and he... Well, he blew up. He said so many mean things about me, including going as far as to insult my own sexuality. And you know what? I deserve it. I guess I struck a nerve when I called him gay. But that rumor about him, that rumor that he was only dating me to cover up the fact that he was gay and then dumped me when he heard the (FALSE!!!) news that I was nonbinary!?!?! That was one of the hardest blows that I've ever gotten. Now I'm depressed. I've gained five pounds from stress-eating, and lost another ten from starving myself. I've been pulling out little strands of the hair on my legs, one at a time, just to feel pain. I've used up two boxes of tissues from crying. And I may or may not k^11 myself, though it is an option I may choose. Remember the positive, quirky teenager? Yeah, I don't either. For context, look at the note inside the project. This is why I was aromantic. ☹️❤️⛏️
