Song by me:] Abt a relationship ending and someones actions:] [Verse 1] things are too loud and I wanna run far and far away I wanna hide in the bathroom and pretend to say "I hate you wish you were never born" but my heart is so sore I wanna give you everything that I have in store but you took it way to far and now I know you had one chance screwed it over now its not ok but maybe you will change one day [Chorus] and I'm terrified judging the fact that I got close to you and even after everything that you did still cant sleep and my bed is to warm left to see you were the monster in my closet and I'm overthinking every night about what you've done and I could've stood up for her and him and everyone and sadly a wrecking did happen between the 2 of us [Verse 2] it could be a heartbreak, friendship ending or a divorce it could be a paradise a heart healing but I'm not sure if I knew everything you could do I would've never underestimated myself if they didn't cheat then you wouldn't be crying right now and if your dad left the house permanently imagine all the sounds back then your mother told so many stories and they were heartbreaking but you were a legend in the making now all of the belief is gone [Chorus] and I'm terrified judging the fact that I got close to you and even after everything that you did still cant sleep and my bed is to warm left to see you were the monster in my closet and I'm overthinking every night about what you've done and I could've stood up for her and him and everyone and sadly a wrecking did happen between the 2 of us [Bridge] and I'm out the door or I'm in my room or I'm on my phone or I'm crying in the school bathroom cause now there's something to mourn over and all I wanted was to be enough for you and all I ever wanted was a balanced relationship [Chorus] and I'm terrified judging the fact that I got close to you and even after everything that you did still cant sleep and my bed is to warm left to see you were the monster in my closet and I'm overthinking every night about what you've done and I could've stood up for her and him and everyone and sadly a wrecking did happen between the 2 of us
