Can I just stop and go back? I miss the low stress life of childhood and the endless fun I seemed to have. I wish I could go back to when I started this whole series and just come up with those stupid ideas with my brother again, but I can't. Kamodo's is too planned out. I want to restart this whole dang thing. For the third time, once and for all. I want to create a world for you all to find hints, theorize, and do whatever, but it just seems impossible. I'm not a good coder, not that much of an artist, and I wasted most of my childhood not developing those skills that I want so much now. I don't know what to do, I really don't. I feel lost in all these memories and thoughts, and I'm losing my grip on everything each passing day. Everything feels useless, unneeded, and futile. I really can't keep up with my own mistakes, and now everything is a mess. I really will try though, because I want to make people have fun, even if just for the slightest bit. I want someone, anyone, to just eventually have the notification, "NotDwagonYT posted a new project: Five Nights at Kamodos V 1.0," and be exited to play it. I'm sorry if this all seems like a massive trauma dump or something, but I'm being sincere here, typing this while listening to the music, even crying a little to myself. Don't be worried though. I'm happy with what I have. I just want to be able to give the people something in return. And I will. And to end this, I just have one thing to say. You know what it is? Good day, and good fright. And thank you. (Don't worry, the old projects aren't deleted, just unshared because I don't need them anymore, but I'll still use them for refs.)
song is "I'm just a freak" Fast forward to half a year later and now I'm fine and working on the sequel lol.
