--- Another test of my shading art ability on scratch to represent my mood at the moment. Getting slightly bored of this site... I lost two loved ones along the way, one on April 11th, 2024, at 10:45 due to a heavy sickness ruining her lungs, and the other one on September 13th, 2024 (today), with a terrible point where she forgot people she knows. It makes me mad that people can't take Friday 13th normally like any other day without celebrating such an unlucky day or by making a movie about a murderer. I hope she (my aunt) is happy in heaven, where certain days that represent something don't matter. The first death was tragic, I couldn't see her final breath. My mother told me that I couldn't wait around since she told me it would be "too sad."; I should have fought back against my mother, seeing her for the final heartbeat. I wish that she can enjoy life without roadblocks in heaven... I forgot to mention that the first person (My grandma) who died had their birthday celebrated a few days ago around August 25th, but instead of confetti and cake it was lost memories scattered inside of photos... I might finish NSR: ULR before I take a long "break" from this website. ---
