hi guys! this is my newest creation, notes i keep in my drawers. this is a combination of feelings, mostly anger and sadness, towards different specific individuals or society in life that have made me think i am less than the strong person i am today. to clarify, this is not a full album but instead an ep (extended play), which is essentially releasing music that isn't a single but isn't a full album yet either if you know what i mean. common questions i see being asked: q: do you have a favorite song (on the ep or a different one that you wrote)? a: nope, having a favorite song would be like choosing your favorite child when you have one billion to choose from. i do not, but i am very proud of all the songs that i have written. q: are you quitting scratch??? a: nope! not any time soon. i might become more inactive in the distant future, but i will still stay online and keep this account alive for as long as possible. <TW> :(anger and hate and rage contains references of s3xu@ll a$$@ult and abuse to women. it is absolutely horrifying with some of the things that women can go through, especially to those who are afraid to speak up for themselves. if you have trauma with h@rrassment c@tc@lling or abu$e, please do not be afraid to speak to someone immediately.): Please turn your volume up at sorry doesn't fix what you broke <3 This is, ladies and gentleman, notes i keep in my drawers. Take it or leave it. Ally
it's ally here! listen to my full ep on scratch and yt at my account and channel @Ally_Shadows ! thank you all so much for being supportive of my dream of creating music for everybody to see and support. my single(ish) on this ep is called school spirit, and this song was inspired by the idea of being behind bars in school when it comes to your mental health and not feeling like you can open up to somebody safely. those two things are really important to me, so i wanted to share my experience with everyone else. one of my favorite lines in the song is the chorus when i talk about the school spirit haunting me because it punctuates the chorus by saying "help me, i've been trapped here and i can't get out" instead of someone struggling and staying silent about it, which i've done for a long time now. wrapping up this extra long rant/post, don't keep your feelings inside because it doesn't make you stronger. luv you! ally </3