`` Back to Earth again. You knew where this was headed, and honestly, you're better off. `` AAARGH!!!!!!!!! I FEEL SO HOPELESSLY DEPRESSED THAT I CAN'T EVEN TELL WHY IM HURT ANYMORE. WHEN EVER I TRY TO ADRESS MY FEELINGS I JUST GO INTO A MASH OF RANDOM LETTERS (EXAMPLE: UIDOIOUIHDEK;XPJOIHUGHKPOI) BECAUSE IDRK WHAT MY FEELINGS ARE ANYMORE!!!!!! `` Better here where you belong. You got caught up in the colors! `` And I feel insecure about my art again. I don't feel like I'm good enough. I don't feel like I'm good enough at anything and all my life I had thought art was different, that it was ONE thing that I'm actually good at! But now I realize I was wrong. My art is so bad. I have been looking through art on Scratch and there is so many good artists. `` You got wrapped up in the ride. You thought the feeling was forever. `` Everyone tells me that I don't have to be perfect, and that just because others are good doesn't mean I'm bad, but I'm tired of hearing that! How is it supposed to make me feel better? How is that supposed to make a PERFECTIONIST feel better?! `` And the stars were on your side. It was lovely while it lasted, but it wasn't meant to stay. `` And it seems as nobody even cares anymore? All of my vents are getting no comments, and when they do get comments, they aren't anything helpful. I don't know what I'm supposed to do anymore, but I know that I'm tired of handling this. There are so many good artists out there, and I have always longed to be one. But I'm not, and not even practice can change that. `` Still, I let myself get carried away. I guess I let myself get carried away. ``
Lyrics are from Carried Away by Shawn Mendes
