Chapter one Ruby's Perspective Hi, my name is Ruby! I'm a high school student. My best friend Lila is also a high school student. She's in my class. She protects me from bullies and stuff. I get bullied a lot. I'm considered an outcast and a freak. Lila always helps me, which is so kind of her . Today something strange happened though. Lila saved me like normal, but when she came over to me, I felt my face go really warm. I stuttered. I have never done that before. She walked me home like usual, and when I went inside, I just couldn't stop thinking about her. How pretty she is. How awesome she is. How strong she is. How smart she is. How wonderful she is. Am I possibly in love with her? But she's a girl, and I am too. That's weird right? I don't know. I feel so strange. I just want to be so kind to her, and I want her to be nice to me. I want her to tell me everything will be all right. I haven't been able to sleep. I think that I'm in love with her. Chapter two Lila's Perspective Hi, I'm lila. I've been protecting my best friend at school for a while. She's really kind to me in return as well. But lately, I've been feeling strange, like wanting to be there for her even more. After parting ways with her today, everything was normal when it came to bullies, but as soon as we parted ways, my face went burning hot. Is this what they call blushing? How did I not do it before? Ruby's perfect in every way that makes sense. I'm in love with her, and I fully dedicate myself to everything I want to accomplish. There will be a lot more things going on for now, but God knows this is probably just the calm before the storm. The storm is definitely yet to come. Chapter Three Ruby's Perspective Lila has been acting a bit different, not in a bad way, just more touchy and clingy, I guess. Normally, I’m the clingy one, but she doesn't seem to want to leave me alone anymore. Somebody asked her out on a date; she's never been on one before. She said she's not interested in dating any type of guy, so she's not interested in any relationship, or does that just mean she doesn't like guys? This is so confusing. This is the deepest my love has ever gone. God, why does it have to be so difficult? I can't understand it. I just feel like everything's going right but wrong at the same time. It doesn't make sense, but that's love, I guess. Chapter Four Lila's Perspective I definitely love Ruby I've been trying to spend more time with her I'm going to try to get her a gift soon Today something horrendous happened Somebody asked me out like why ask me I'm not going to date a jerk like that due to ask me was one of the guys who bullies Ruby also I don't like guys I only have eyes for Ruby that dude was delusional Ruby and me are going camping for the school trip I just hope I get assigned a cabin with her and no one else. Chapter Five Ruby's Perspective Lila Are going on a school camping trip I'm so excited but now I'm nervous because I just found out who I'm in a cabin with I'm with Lila how am I going to function I just realized my feelings and now we're getting stuck together in a small one story house for a whole week what am I going to do this is bad so so bad but it could also be good so so good what am I going to do she's still my best friend I won't say anything about the feelings that would just be a bad idea we could both get in trouble my parents are Christian if they find out I'm in love with a girl I'd be as good as dead to them I would have nowhere to go Chapter six Lila's Perspective me and Ruby got put in the same cabin what am I going to do I'm going to overheat from blushing and die and I'm going to no no no what am I going to do there's no way that she feels the same I can't tell her she would kill me or worse never want to talk to me again I don't think I can live with that I would rather be dead I can't just never talk to her again that would be worse than anything that would await me in the hell I can't lose her she's my best friend my only friend if I lose her what would I do I won't let her find out never . Chapter Seven a conversation The both of us got to the cabin when we arrived Lila talked to me for a bit “It's been a while since we've actually talk talked” “What do you mean” I asked “Well there's always somebody else there has of lately” lila stated “yeah I guess you're right” I replied, “Ruby you know I….” Lila sighed “You know I love you right Ruby” It was silent for about a minute then I replied “I love you too my emotions have been all over the place” since my parents died so I don't know how to say anything and I thought you wouldn't feel the same” Lila looked at me like I was insane “why wouldn't I feel the same I have loved you since we were kids” Lila hugged me “ I love you more than anything else in the world you absolute idiot” the end For now
I wrote this as a joke one day when I was bored it's cringe and stupid but if you want more you can tell me I already have more but it's not finished the second volume I guess isn't finished I don't know what to call these short books? short chapter books? I don't know but here's this story some of the emotions put into this might be a bit not understandable because everybody's lgbtq journey is different and I put some emotions I felt while going through mine in this the next volume does involve the same characters I don't know how to it spell it in the book sense so sorry but yeah I hope it's relatable to an extent it's fictional but I hope you like it oh my God at this rate this is going to be longer than the actual book then again I did use voice to text so a lot of words spells or messed up words spelling what is wrong with me sorry I'm feeling a lot better than I was before so I hope you enjoy :D
