Heyyy so ima be making a lot of vague vents (or just normal vents), so yah {}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{} Why do they do it? Don't they see how hurt I am in my eyes? It seems that they don't even know that they are doing anything to me. Don't they see my tears from the sting of their actions and words? It went from just copying to this, and now it is so bad that I just can't handle the stress and pain! First, it just hurt my feelings but now it hurts both mentally and physically. It isn't fair that people like them can copy others, be rude, torture their best friend and things like that without a word of punishment, when if I try to anything like that, I'm not allowed to leave my room, yelled at, and treated like a plastic bag that was framed for a crime. They don't understand my life and how hard it is, so they shouldn't have the right to make it harder. They don't understand the pain I'm going through, even without them. They don't have a sister who would tell your secrets and make everyone hate you just because you annoy her. They don't have parents who blame you for everything, yell at you ALL the time, and think you're faking when you are sick and/or sad. They don't carry several burdens which include perfectionism, being afraid of almost everything, not wanting to grow up, nobody caring about you at all, etc. It's just not fair at all, but there is nothing I could ever do about it....
(Note: To avoid revealing a bit about who it is, I used they/them pronouns instead of their real pronouns)
