Today at art camp I felt very insecure. For three different reasons. Number one is the main reason. Number one is that everybody there is a much better artist than me, and their art is /so/ realistic and good, and my art looks like trash next to it. They tell me practice will make it better, but I have been practicing for years and I can't get even a hint of realism. It isn't fair that some people can draw so good, and get praised for it by everyone, but some other people can't draw well, and almost nobody praises them for their art. Reason number two, how I hold my pencil. It isn't a normal way, and nobody know why I write that way instead of the way everyone else does. Anyways, the teacher questioned why I held it like that, and everyone was staring at me! Reason number three, I'm the youngest one in the age group. There are three age groups, 1-5, 6-8, and 9+ (I think). I was in the oldest age group for the first time, and I was the youngest in the group, so nobody cared about me too much. IT'S JUST NOT FAIR AT ALLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! D':
