Recently i've been reminded that, when you spend a long time of your life doing things, or browsing websites, it can become addictive. It can take over your lives and leave you with no disregard for anything else. You can't just use the internet as an escapism or to cope; you must come to terms with and acknowledge life. You can't just ignore the world forever. I like being here, but if im not too careful, it and everything else i like to do on the internet will grab me and pull me in like a black hole; an endless cycle of constantly making projects, browsing sites, and being glued to the screen. I need to start paying more attention to the world around me. That's why i'm taking a break from, everything, for a while. I'd like to leave entirely, but Battlbud quests and the rest of my projects i have yet to do are starting to pull me in, so i can't...yet. And my procrastination's making things worse by just having there be more work later. It's an endless cycle of working, checking, and browsing that will tear not just me, but everyone, even you, apart. Also, there's lots of depressing things i see a lot on the internet and it just drains me of any vitality. We all need to pause, take a breath, and step away in order to avoid getting grinded down. I hate to take a break, but it's for my own good. How long has it been since YOU'VE went outside and taken a stroll? We only have a certain amount of time on this reality; let's not waste it in front of a screen. So, for now, i'll be outside, enjoying the beauty. Peace...
Look, i get that I'm only 12, and may not know what an addiction feels like, but still...
