being a bit of a hypocrite with my “I have no motivation to do anything but sleep” but here’s the backstory i started this earlier today. like really early in the morning. did the sketch. and basically had a panic attack because of how guilty I was about yknow. all my owed art (yeowch girl, you really live like this?) it took a lot of confidence to finally step up and admit that I wasn’t able to finish yknow. 30+ art pieces. I’ve been really low motivation recently and with artfight coming up and my life starting to pick up and get hectic a little, I just don’t have the time. for the past few days, I’ve been really struggling with stress over how much art I need to do. but after that really bad panic thing I had earlier, I picked myself up, and messaged everyone that I wouldn’t be able to finish the owed art. and it seems like not that much but as someone with severe anxiety and a fear of letting people down it means a TON. for the rest of the day, I was still low motivation, but happy (yay!) and so I convinced myself to try. it’s not like I rid myself of every owed art ever, I still have some art trades I need to finish, and some comms, but it’s not as heavy on my shoulders as before. so what did I try on? this :3 it was mostly practice to see how well I can draw with huge huge art block but I’m very proud of it and I’m very proud of myself (yay!) bandana waddle dee celebration! (song is the apple juice song, sung by mr bwd himself!)
im going to try and work on my remaining few owed art pieces tomorrow, starting with the two comms and then finishing some of the ats the next day. i hope that’s fine bandana waddle dee convinced me to WORK!! rahhh child labor be uponth thee
