(This is mainly irl stuff, not exactly targeted towards anyone online) Not exactly a big fan of posting vents, but I really needed to let it out I wish I wasn't such a clingy, annoying, and possibly terrible friend. I wish I didn't release all of my anger, and say the most insensitive things towards people who were terrible to me in the past. I wish I knew what is actually going on around me. I wish my own friends didn't hide secrets from me and actually told me in the face what I did wrong. I wish they didn't get angry at me when I try to help or make up from my past mistakes. I wish I didn't make so many unknown mistakes Can I just be a better person without being judged by saying things I really didn't mean from months, maybe years ago even after apologizing thousands of times, and trying to make up for it, and trying to be there to comfort? It's not like I really want to Dje, not anymore, It's just maybe some people's lives may have been better if I wasn't in them. It's all my fault. I'm really sorry for anyone who had to deal with my anger who truly didn't deserve it. Ew my artstyle died
Okay the situation got resolved loll
