So I'm currently at Vermont in a cello camp. Life is SO good rn. Just kidding that was sarcasm 100%. I broke down in tears on monday (and i barely cry nowadays cuz i've become so numb to things that provoke me that i can't even sob), was completely burnt out and had a splitting headache on tuesday, and my roommates weren't helping at all. the worst thing about this camp is the management. they don't tell us ANYTHING in advance when a part of a schedule has been changed. they tell us at the last second. this happened to me yesterday. i was supposed to do a reading group lesson on Haydn but then all of a sudden, staff texted us that we had to go to an assembly at the same time! this is so like my school. and today i was supposed to have a mini lesson with a staff member and i waited for like 35 minutes and he still hadn't come yet! so i left to go back to my dorm room and he finally answered to my text, but it was already too late. then there's one of the directors. she looks like she hates her job. you can clearly see it on her face! yesterday when students were performing on the stage, everybody but her clapped. she still had that grumpy face and had her eyeballs glued onto her phone. she didn't clap once. in summary this cello camp sucks.
