16/06/2024 Dear Diary, I was over at my friend, Knife's house last night, It was nice seeing him again. But, sitting on that couch next to him made me feel emotions I never have before. I saw him as a friend before, but.. Staying that close for so long next to him made me feel.. Less like a friend but, more or less, more then a friend. It's weird because we've known eachotehr for years and our point of view to eacother is just.. 'friends'.. But, last night, things changed. I could hardly sleep just thinking of him. The thing is.. I can't say anything because of my whole.. 'No mouth thing' going on, but.. The emotions are still there, no matter the heartbreak I go through, throughout the years to come still knowing him. I just feel like crawling into a ball and staying there until the time's right to burst out of said ball and tell him the feelings. I could hug him, hold his hand, give him nicknames, hell, possibly kiss him (after I get that surgery). But he'll still view me as a friend. Let's hope it doesn't stay that way for too much long and we could both be lovers together. Happy and in harmony.. But for now, we have to wait until the time is right and hope upon everything that he doesn't see my sketches or these whole 2 pages I've written about him. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------
@CosmoPen Let's wish [NULL] Good luck on that surgery!
