The reason it says "probably" is because Rudi still exists here. The pain I have when I want to leave yet that will count as Rudi winning. Besides that, I would have left because of toxicity, the fact NO ONE seems to be interested in me after Dhussey left, and Nautilus is boring. Besides, I want a nice promising friend group, I really just wanted a sense of not being alone (kinda) because I NEVER had friends until I discovered the internet
me Will probably leave if rudi gets perma banned off the website but that probably will never happen goodbye (?)
