hey there! i am. officially leaving. i took a night to think about this. last night, i wrote up some real angry and targeted paragraphs about how my feelings were hurt blah blah blah. but people doing that to me is the reason im leaving? idk felt a bit hypocritical. and im not talking like "hey btw this happened it kidna hurt me" like no i respect people that do that i mean people that are like "ew yeah now that someone mentions that thats so (duck)ing gross i mean what kind of person are you?" that hurt me. so instead, i'll just say this. this is a message to everyone, even if it doesn't apply to them. grow up. get tougher. stop being selfish. now, this doesn't apply to everyone, but you know if it applies to you. you know. now, i have a few letters for some people who set me forward in my adventures! @mjprincess mj, you know you still have contact with me, but i wanted to write you a letter. your so amazing, kind, patient... im so glad to have met you. you've done so many things for me and always been a best friend to me, even if we didn't have a lot of conversations after the elements era was over. you did a great job leading that, and it was us people who were toxic, not the roleplay itself <3 i honestly am so glad that you exist, please take care of yourself ! @sunshinezz moe. im so. so. so sorry. i could hear the heartbreak in your texts when i talked about getting rid of honeybee'flutter, due to leaving. and im still so sorry about that. but, it needed to happen, you know? for me. so please, take back her design, and be at her death roleplay. thats all i ask. im so sorry about everything. thank you for choosing me, thank you for befriending me, thank you for always supporting me and being kind to me. you, and leggy, are wonderful, and if i wasn't leaving scratch as a whole, i would give her such a long life <33 please be at her death rp she has something to give leggy :< @Catsrpawsome15 echo stop your so nice :sob: i still ship seaty and shrek. and honestly, i cannot get rid of him. so, he's just gonna be hanging around, but obvi you can get him other ships ahaha <3 thank you for helping me grow and showing me the world ! i honestly learned so much from you, you are a great person. and a great roleplayer! your roleplay skills >> <3 thank you for everything, echo! <3 i already reached out to you about the designs, btw. when the last one is finished, i want it to go to you! (its by rue :D) to my really close friends: thank you all for accepting me and my struggles. i love you all so much !! theres quite a few of you, but thank you all. all of you are unique and kind and deserve the world :3 thank you for reading these ! <3
here's where im putting about what will happen after i leave! 1. im keeping all designs, except honeybee'flutter is going back to moe! <3 theyll (my designs not hb) still be used elsewhere that isnt here. 2. i will not. check in here !! i need to stay away :D i will look here for a design that i need to give to echo, but otherwise, i wont be here. 3. you can use my profile as a vent place if you want, in old projects, since i wont be looking at them lmao 4. seaty's future kids' designs are going to his alive kids and echo !! so if you're currently designing one, hand it over to echo, (@catsrpawsome15) and they'll know what to do :D (or to me, and ill give it to echo!) thank you for everything <3 the death roleplay for honeybee will be released soon :'D
