Aurora, I wont forget. In fact, I will probably never sleep again. Never close my eyes and be like "Im happy". I just won't. you were my first friend rp. I never thought I'd grow this attached to you, but know I can't imagine life without you and I dont want to. I dont want to even attempt. you say that your not important enough and easy to forget. If your not important, how much less am I? nothing? am I nothing? I try with everything I have to "okay". I really do give it my all. I work on it every day, but everyday its hard. I have one thing to look forward to, when I get home, even if all my irl friends hate me, I have Scratch. I can always text you and say "hi" If I cant do that. Idk what I can do. Im sorry Aurora. For being a trash friend. For probably reminding you of all the people you lost. For being too emotional. For not showing enough emotion. For not responding. For taking you for granted. For loving you so much, that I can no longer let go without dying inside. Im sorry. I wish you the best in life and I hope you find someone who make you feel like your on top of the world, like you did for me. Love, Ember Bella Pyren (Ginger A. Zink)
