I draw myself different every time lol Tried to make myself look more accurate but I forgot a scar on my face tw for certain topics and venting Haven’t been doing well, per usual my old friend keeps trying to get me in situations where I have to talk to him, which I haven’t I refuse to forgive or acknowledge him That might be petty of me but based off of how much of a jerk he was to my online friends and how he treated me, I think it’s deserved He wants to be friends again and I don’t I hated the situations he put me in Someone had asked me inappropriate questions online and he encouraged it .-. I wouldn’t call it verbal @bus3, but it was pretty dang close It got to the point where I was having pretty dark thoughts. I had them before this all happened, but it got worse because of him and I will never forgive him for that. The manipulation and gaslighting to get me to stay was kind of wild I got death threats from a student at my school and I went to the principal and one of the security officers about it back in august. The kid’s father was close friends with my principal, so my principal didn’t bother to show up to listen to me. He showed up for the other kid and believed him as he denied some of the accusations and proceeded to turn the whole thing around on me. Now I’m labeled as a bully and antagonist in this situation and the kid was completely fine. The principal gave him a hug the next day and asked if he was okay, while I got a glare. This was a while back, but I’m still dealing with it even now. To this day, he refuses to do anything that involves me and now my brother. He showed up to all the other students’ gifted IEPs and refused to go to my brother’s because we have the same last name I’m trying my best to at least see some sort of positive in these situations but it’s getting more difficult each time It’s just hard. The guy who confessed to having a crush on me wasn’t him, but probably someone trying to catfish me. It gives me at least some sort of confidence when someone says they like me, but to have that all ripped away by some person who gets some sort of joy out of that really sucks Idk at this point :/ Art - yours truly
