Hello voids! Been a while! Ive had so many ideas cooking, just I never posted anything. So I'm gonna try and get back into a schedule. ---------------------- Second ---------------------- The utter disappointment The utter frustration Its quite a pain to feel And yet I feel like I cannot feel the pain For most of you say “I wish I could be in your place!” But dont you understand? Its absolutely soul-crushing To never ever be good enough To always feel like your talent is useless For you will never be the best Even if that is all you wish to be Its always disheartening To see that number next to my name The pain and sorrow Of knowing that you will never be seen Yet it always hurts worse When you try to voice your hurt Only to be shut down immediately By others you trust Saying “I wish I could be you!” “You have no right to hurt!” “You cannot complain, When others wish to be you!” But that just makes it hurt worse Because they dont understand The hurt and pain that comes from… Always… Being… second…
