i dont care anymore you say what you want to i’ll take it to the face because it’s easier to listen than it is to say what i want even though i hate, i despise when you say it, something pushes me to do it why should i conform to those words you say why should i why i’m so sorry that you have to get what you want first i guess it’s my fault now because i really didnt mean much to you just a person for you to lash out to why is it so easy to think of what you want and to forget about me is this really what you’ve forced me to believe making me think it’s my fault every time it’s my cross i have to bear so why am i carrying double weight while you laugh and chuckle at me and i wish, for once, i could just say ‘no’ because i don’t to live like this i’m not your servant, i’m not in debt and i hope for one day you see me for who i am so i can finally work on myself and prove you wrong all over again
