“Dear Cody, How is it knowing that you have people who care about you, love you, and even support you through rough times?” -@JackONado Sometimes it can feel strange and foreign. Just having a hundred of following me, looking up to me, along with people that see me as a huge, inspirational figure feels weird. I never expected for my journey on Scratch to make it this far. Knowing these people care for me, and looking out for me makes life a little easier. Without Scratch, I would probably not have improved on my art, or meet most of my friends. I’m just scared sometimes. As a catgender lesbian nihilist in a straight, Christian family, feeling loved is limited. Because someday, I might come out. They will stop supporting me because I’m probably “demonic” or just say “you’ll find the right man” or “it’s just a phase” but, no. Me and Panthy love each other very much, and I won’t let their opinions on me take it away. Xenogenders and neopronouns are also very hated because their “invalid” or “transphobic” while I do understand that I can’t expect people to call me by my pronouns, I’m just exploring who I am as a random gay furry on the internet. I understand why people won’t support it, but for some reason, people still support me. Lots of these people have brought xenogenders and neopronouns into a bad spot, like zoos with furries. But people still support me, and other people who use them. I just hope I can stay loved and respected, and not be lost in time. But I will eventually be forgotten, and it’ll be okay. Sincerely, Cody.
