tl; dr; im addicted to scratch and i dont feel safe here. ever since mid-march, i havent been the same. the sosc has changed me as a person. im no longer the person who tries to keep the peace, im now a egocentrical, ill-tempered person who gets mad at the tiniest of things. ever since the bfac canon ages project was made, it has been nothing but constant shipping, simping, and sexual harassment. i just want to break free from the cycle. im just tired of this nonsense. remember, we're on a kids website, and many, (including me) would rather be in a safe place where object show fans can chat rather than a cesspool of degenerates. i want to quit, i NEED to quit, but i cant. this place is too addicting. my grades have suffered because of my addiction. i keep going on here when i shouldn't. i need a way out. i just really need a break from this place, but im afraid relapse will come for me. and if you're earringofthesosc, please stop. (and van, if you're reading this, dont tell anyone besides valentino, and for heavens sake, DONT TELL THE COUNSELORS.)
